SEPTEMBER 11TH 2001……THAT DAY. ( My
story).
I’ve posted this on FB for several years now, given my friends
who lived this journey with me. It was a day that changed my life, it changed
the lives of Billions. This is my story of that day and I ask that as I post it
on my blog that you share it, for you see, there are so many people in so many
lands that have a “That Day” story. It may not be about war, it may not be
about being in the service, but they have a day when they just knew as bad as
things may get, good people were around them and the sun was going to shine
again…..someday! Thanks for sharing if you do!
THAT DAY: On
September 11th 2001, I was stationed in El Paso Texas as the Commander of the
204th Security Forces Squadron, based out of Biggs Army Airfield. At 748 MT. I
was late leaving the house for the unit, given my oldest Son had not been
feeling well that night and we hadn’t gotten a lot of sleep. I was backing down
the driveway and was tuning into to my favorite AM
station for local news. The reporter was talking about a road closure when he
stopped and said there was a report of a small aircraft crashing into the World
Trade Center in NY. That was all he said as he went back to giving traffic
updates. About two minutes after that, I was at a stop sign in my subdivision,
the same reporter stated that it initial reports were it was possibly a commercial
airliner and not a “ small private plane” as was first reported. It was then my
heart skipped its first beat of that day! My job was to understand the world
these types of events may come from and my gut told me, “They are back”! Same
Target… with the resolve to strike it again. I knew in my heart what was going
on, but I still hoped for the best. I decided to turn around and go back and
see what was live on the cable news. Pictures and live feeds would help me
understand far more than a traffic reporter on AM radio. As I walked back into
my house, I told my wife to turn on the news and that there was something going
on in New York I needed to see. As she was doing this, I called my “watch Desk”
at the unit and told the Watch NCO to get the OPS CHIEF on the phone with me
ASAP. I really can tell you who I was talking with on my cell phone, in my
living room, when the second plane hit, but I remember watching it on FOX
news!. Within five minutes of the second aircraft hitting the towers, my OPS
CHIEF, on duty, MSGT Fredrickson called my cell. He had our “ Alert Team” at
the Sergeant Major’s Gym on Big Army Airfield that morning for group PT. Being
the outstanding NCO that he was, he only did one thing, he listened to exactly
what I had to say and then read back to me the key points we had just talked
about. I told him I would be there in 30 min and to insure the Gate Guards knew
I was going to come through the “Expedited” side of the main gate. The drive to
the base was a blur.. a thousand things going through my head, but his name was
known to me.. Osama Ben Laden! Somewhere in that drive the reporter, who was
doing a great job of what seemed like fifty different people trying to feed him
slices of information, said, “there is a report of an aircraft striking the
Pentagon”! That was the next true skip in my heartbeat that day. It was then I
turned the radio off in my car. I had all the information I could process at
that point in time. The priority now was to get to the unit. As I walked into
the building, it was doing what it had done so many times before, moving a
million miles an hour. People up and down the halls… .everyone moving with a
purpose… everyone one doing exactly what I had instructed my OPS CHIEF to do.
Did I mention what a sh.. Hot Troop he was???? As I walked into my office, My
TV was already on and my OPS CHIEF and “Team Leaders” walked in right behind
me. The sound was muted. We knew that images in a crisis make people like Moths
to a Flame and we could not afford to stand there and watch the TV. The 204th
was designed as a result of Khobar Towers attack. We stood up the unit in 1997
and its purpose was to be ready to go anywhere in the world within 24hrs and
most times within 12hrs to counter “Level 1 or Level 2” Threats… Terrorist
Threats. With a remarkable staff, we had a game plan to get all the members
ready to launch by that night. Simply put, the unit was locked and ready to
launch by 3pm that day. Did I mention a remarkable Staff??? As soon as everyone
in my office knew what they needed to do, they were gone. I picked up the phone
and called our Support Wing to let them know what we were doing and that we
would mostly likely be “ off the net” soon! I was talking to a good friend of
mine at that Wing, his name was Charlie Monroe. We were both looking at our TVs
when the first tower began to fall! I told Charlie I had to go and that it was
going to be a long day. He said, “yep”, but we will be ok! That is why I called
him my friend! I watched the dust from the first tower and thought to myself, “
I wonder how many people where in that building”? One of our Office
Administrators, Gloria, a real hero… walked into my office and said, “ One of
the buildings just fell down”! I asked Gloria to find the OPS NCO and tell him
to come see me. Not two minutes past and he was standing next to me staring at
the TV in my office. I said, “ Fred.. have everyone that is here in the
auditorium in one hour. Let’s make sure everyone understands what we are up
against”. Fred was a rock solid Leader and I say that because I, for the first
time, looked at him and caught.. just for a split second.. a look of
bewilderment in his eye. A second after that, he was gone. Ed and Danny.. two
of my other Top Notch Team Leaders walked into my office and looked at the dust
rolling across the streets and simply walked out… .never saying a word and
never even looking at me. It was the first “hint” of Anger and I knew these two
men well. I finally took the time to sit and think about what the 204th had
available, realizing I was going to get that phone call sometime that day. My
staff had told me, but I was not processing information as fast as they were!
Not unusual! We had troops in the Middle East when the attack happened and I
thought to myself that was my first option… have them “stand fast” I say that
because they were actually packing to come home and in fact, half the team was
already in the air…….. a lot to ask troops who had just finished time in the
Sand Box, but I knew they what their answer would be if I had to ask them. When
my “Phone” Bat PhoneJ finally rang.. .it was a long … long conversation, but I
knew what my priorities where for that day.. .. the next several days.. and
that was all that anyone in my food chain could see was a couple of days.. the
rest was too far away to care about. When I walked into the auditorium, I
walked passed rows of the most professional people I have ever had the
privilege to work with. I remember like it was 20 minutes ago, standing on that
stage and saying, “ As of about three hours ago our Country is technically in a
state of War! We do not know for sure who has attacked us, but we have our
suspicions. We do not know what nation or nations have supported them, but when
we do we will strike back.” I remember telling them the 204th was designed,
equipped and trained for what our country was about to do and that we would do
any mission given us flawlessly! I remember the faces of those who had served
with me over the past four years.. looking up as I spoke. Some wanting to ask a
thousand questions… we had maybe 2 of the common 5 Ws at that point in time and
that is a very uncomfortable feeling. ( Who .. What.. Where… When.. Why. . the
204th didn’t care about Weather.. but we would take the time to ask.. “Why”
…when we got the chance. …. The troops deserved that.) Of all the faces in that
room that day, there was one that I will never forget.. the collective face! We
were in that auditorium for maybe 30 minutes, but when we were done… most left
the room mad! Mad because they knew what had been done to us and mad it was
going to change our lives forever. I had told them this war would be a long
war.. a war that would last the rest of some of their careers! As mad as they
were… five minutes after we walked out to get to work… I heard the same old
laughter.. joking in Spanish.. I never knew the jokes given I couldn’t speak
Spanish. But the laughter after the jokes is all that mattered to me! The 204th
was gone.. to several locations all over the world within 25 days after 9-11. I
took the bulk of the force with me 25 days after 9-11 and the rest went to
places I don’t even remember. That is how we worked… that is how we lived… I
never had the unit in one location again.. They would not “reform” for over two
years!!! We took on missions that day… where and what does not matter. The
204th went to War that day!!! They are still at war…. 10 yrs have past… and I
would bet you they are still laughing and joking… in Spanish.. to this day. Oh
ya. The unit that was flying home from the Sand Box on 9-11… all but one got
right back on the plane and left with us! The one had a family emergency and
came 30 days after we left. The ones that were still there stayed and met us
when we landed. What a remarkable time… what a remarkable unit. The Bad Guys
will never Win!!